My Greatest Assurance

Last night was one of those nights where i got home crying

reason for crying is a bit lame

cuz he is too nice to me

and i am scare that he will stop being nice

also cause i feel that he is willing to change alot of things for me

and do anything for me

but i am afraid that he will not be happy with me

=(

feeling lost i didn't really want to talk to him

saw Sherin online and i poured out everything

Sherin feels that i should let him know what is going through my mind

so i decided to tell him

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Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:06:35 AM)
van

Mr-van™ says: (1:06:42 AM)
xiu?

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:08:31 AM)
i got something to say but i dunno how to say

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:08:32 AM)
haix

Mr-van™ says: (1:09:14 AM)
hmm just dun worry, just say k. if something is on your mind.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:14:12 AM)
there was one night, tink last week or the week before and just now i cried

Mr-van™ says: (1:14:46 AM)
ok, wat happened?

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:15:05 AM)
hmm i tink i'm scare

Mr-van™ says: (1:15:25 AM)
ok.. over?

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:17:17 AM)
hmm

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:17:41 AM)
because i feel tat u are really very nice to me, really

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:17:57 AM)
and i am scare that one day u will stop being so nice

Mr-van™ says: (1:21:58 AM)
xiu, dun be afraid k, i gave you my word that i will be there for you as and when you need me and you must believe me. I already made up my mind last weekend.

Mr-van™ says: (1:23:47 AM)
actually i wanted to say this on sun, but i really like you a lot and i am really sincere abt you. so don't be afraid that i'll stop k. cause i really mean it.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:28:43 AM)
van thanks for always being so assuring. sorry that i'm feeling like this.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:29:58 AM)
i tink i am not confident in myself and feels that i am not worthy ba

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:31:04 AM)
because i am afraid that u will not be happy with me

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:31:22 AM)
and i really want u to be happy

Mr-van™ says: (1:34:34 AM)
xiu, dun say that ok. You know something, i have been  waking up every single morning since 6th oct and wondering how come God sent me over into my life. You are really like an angel sent to me and i really cannot help but feel i am so blessed u know. I know that maybe in the past there were things that happened before in your life relationships, but i told myself that no matter wat, i am going

Mr-van™ says: (1:35:33 AM)
to accept who you are, cause i know you are the best person i have ever met in my life. thanks really for giving me this chance to know you better. I will cherish you and be along side with you whether good times or Bad times k I give you my word.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:40:20 AM)
/o.o

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:41:12 AM)
i know i promised not to use this icon but its the best that can represent how i look now

Mr-van™ says: (1:43:10 AM)
ok...

Mr-van™ says: (1:47:25 AM)
I think i know why i am saying all this to you now, and btw, sorry that i now cannot say this to you in person now, but the reason is because I Love you XIU! You dun need to prove anything, you in person is already the best i've ever had.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:51:01 AM)
van thanks for everything, u dunno how blessed i felt, really, just having u around.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:51:42 AM)
/o.oreally

Mr-van™ says: (1:52:28 AM)
ok, i believe you cause thats how i feel too.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:53:01 AM)
=)

Mr-van™ says: (1:53:12 AM)
=)

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:54:53 AM)
i feeling alot better now

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:55:26 AM)
thanx for assuring me over and over again

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:55:31 AM)
=)

Mr-van™ says: (1:56:47 AM)
ok, i don't mind doing it if you ever need that again in the future, as long as i am there always =)

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:57:37 AM)
okie

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:57:39 AM)
=)

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hehe

very sweet rite?

this time i am sure and very sure that he is who i wanna spend my life with

=)