Word For The Day #23

Intriguing

To arouse the curiosity or interest of by unusual, new, or otherwise fascinating or compelling qualities; appeal strongly to; captivate

大刀阔斧 da dao kuo fu

Bold and drastic act

Life insurance

For the first time i am telling him about my health issue

something that REALLY REALLY bothers me

i was so afraid to tell him this

because i don't what will he be thinking

but yet i felt the need for him to know before we get together

so i picked up my courage to be sharing this with him

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Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:02:54 AM)
van

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:03:10 AM)
ask u ar

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:03:14 AM)
yes

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:03:22 AM)
do u know about my health thing?

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:03:33 AM)
hmm?

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:04:31 AM)
i dunno how to put this across but i feel u should know

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:04:51 AM)
just tell me, its ok =)

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:05:28 AM)
u remember when we went to the zoo and i ask u questions about the children

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:05:41 AM)
yup

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:06:01 AM)
actually ur answers meant alot to me

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:06:31 AM)
=)

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:06:55 AM)
cuz i dun usually get my period 

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:07:21 AM)
by natural i only get it like 3 times a year

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:07:42 AM)
and even by medication it still doesnt comes monthly

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:08:35 AM)
and the medication got ALOT of side effects which cuz me to be quite hesitant in taking it regularly

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:09:05 AM)
okay

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:10:04 AM)
ok the thing is i do believe that when the time comes God will be the one that provides the child la, whether or not

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:10:37 AM)
and recently i have been making effort to be taking the medication regularly

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:11:05 AM)
but remember yst u ask whether i got stomach and i tell u i dunno how to explain

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:11:14 AM)
ya i remember

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:11:57 AM)
cuz for the past few days i dunno why i will feel short pain every now and then

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:12:49 AM)
alright

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:12:58 AM)
hmm

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:13:14 AM)
must take care ok =)

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:14:40 AM)
just be regular and try and help yourself most impt, seek help is the best, but no matter wat  i'll be there to stand by you k.

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:15:37 AM)
okie =)

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:15:57 AM)
We'' pray together for you

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:16:07 AM)
and know that God will be on our side =)

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:16:38 AM)
okie

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:16:46 AM)
i know He will

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:16:47 AM)
=)

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:18:12 AM)
Thanks for sharing. I feel that nothing should come as a hinderance between us. You just gave me another opportunity to take care of you even more. haha =)

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:20:06 AM)
haha thanks for always standing by and finding every opportunity to take care of me. now i know and i'm sure, nothing can come between us. =)

Mr-van™: God sent an angel, and i want it says: (10:20:30 AM)
=)

Xiuzhen - I am blessed because of u! =) says: (10:29:40 AM)
=)
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i never felt so sure that i am willing to spend the rest of my life with someone before

and i am very sure he is the only man that have made it to this point

a place where no man has ventured to before

=)

Word For The Day #22

Oenophile

A person who enjoys wine

从容不迫 cong rong bu po

A very calm and unhurried state

C.O.W Formation

We are up on the 70th storey high

Woo~

the view is really nice!

how nice would it be to have a house so high

fully glass so that can oversee the whole of Singapore

and having the elevator opening in the middle of the house

Whooss~

*dreaming, visualizing*

So sad we cant stay to chill there 

cuz our 'son', wenkai is underage

wasted he didnt get to see the view at all

then went all the way to 'Oosh' at Demsey Hill to chill

not bad, quite quiet and nice place to hang

but can u imagine 7 of us squeezing in Ivan's car to get there

=P

after tat they went to eat supper at mar house there

the scissors rice

but i was too tire so ivan sent me home

then sent our 'son' back

haha

so funny

both of us actually felt the same way that wenkai is like our 'son'

i even thought of putting the 'Baby on board' tag on the car

when i saw him sleeping
hehe

My Greatest Assurance

Last night was one of those nights where i got home crying

reason for crying is a bit lame

cuz he is too nice to me

and i am scare that he will stop being nice

also cause i feel that he is willing to change alot of things for me

and do anything for me

but i am afraid that he will not be happy with me

=(

feeling lost i didn't really want to talk to him

saw Sherin online and i poured out everything

Sherin feels that i should let him know what is going through my mind

so i decided to tell him

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Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:06:35 AM)
van

Mr-van™ says: (1:06:42 AM)
xiu?

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:08:31 AM)
i got something to say but i dunno how to say

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:08:32 AM)
haix

Mr-van™ says: (1:09:14 AM)
hmm just dun worry, just say k. if something is on your mind.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:14:12 AM)
there was one night, tink last week or the week before and just now i cried

Mr-van™ says: (1:14:46 AM)
ok, wat happened?

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:15:05 AM)
hmm i tink i'm scare

Mr-van™ says: (1:15:25 AM)
ok.. over?

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:17:17 AM)
hmm

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:17:41 AM)
because i feel tat u are really very nice to me, really

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:17:57 AM)
and i am scare that one day u will stop being so nice

Mr-van™ says: (1:21:58 AM)
xiu, dun be afraid k, i gave you my word that i will be there for you as and when you need me and you must believe me. I already made up my mind last weekend.

Mr-van™ says: (1:23:47 AM)
actually i wanted to say this on sun, but i really like you a lot and i am really sincere abt you. so don't be afraid that i'll stop k. cause i really mean it.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:28:43 AM)
van thanks for always being so assuring. sorry that i'm feeling like this.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:29:58 AM)
i tink i am not confident in myself and feels that i am not worthy ba

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:31:04 AM)
because i am afraid that u will not be happy with me

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:31:22 AM)
and i really want u to be happy

Mr-van™ says: (1:34:34 AM)
xiu, dun say that ok. You know something, i have been  waking up every single morning since 6th oct and wondering how come God sent me over into my life. You are really like an angel sent to me and i really cannot help but feel i am so blessed u know. I know that maybe in the past there were things that happened before in your life relationships, but i told myself that no matter wat, i am going

Mr-van™ says: (1:35:33 AM)
to accept who you are, cause i know you are the best person i have ever met in my life. thanks really for giving me this chance to know you better. I will cherish you and be along side with you whether good times or Bad times k I give you my word.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:40:20 AM)
/o.o

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:41:12 AM)
i know i promised not to use this icon but its the best that can represent how i look now

Mr-van™ says: (1:43:10 AM)
ok...

Mr-van™ says: (1:47:25 AM)
I think i know why i am saying all this to you now, and btw, sorry that i now cannot say this to you in person now, but the reason is because I Love you XIU! You dun need to prove anything, you in person is already the best i've ever had.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:51:01 AM)
van thanks for everything, u dunno how blessed i felt, really, just having u around.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:51:42 AM)
/o.oreally

Mr-van™ says: (1:52:28 AM)
ok, i believe you cause thats how i feel too.

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:53:01 AM)
=)

Mr-van™ says: (1:53:12 AM)
=)

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:54:53 AM)
i feeling alot better now

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:55:26 AM)
thanx for assuring me over and over again

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:55:31 AM)
=)

Mr-van™ says: (1:56:47 AM)
ok, i don't mind doing it if you ever need that again in the future, as long as i am there always =)

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:57:37 AM)
okie

Xiuzhen - Eminent = very important; famous says: (1:57:39 AM)
=)

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hehe

very sweet rite?

this time i am sure and very sure that he is who i wanna spend my life with

=)

Word For The Day #21

Laudable 

Something that is admirable. 

Ie, the things that the man did for his country was laudable

从善如流 cong shan ru liu

To accept ideas with an open mind

Word For The Day #20

Eminent

very important; famous

愁眉不展 chou mei bu zhan
To frown worriedly; troubled

2 days in JB

the 2 days in JB

i felt so protected and loved

he would always be there

and watch out for me

he is a shou ye that never throws his weighs around

in fact he doesn't even act like one

he would always be so willing

willing to be the one that sacrifices

over at the hotel

he would be willing to sleep on the couch

so that wenkai and the rest will not have to squeeze

haha

but when it comes to me

i think he would be a bit more 'selfish'

to ensure i got enough and gets the best

over dinner, he would always take the dish for me once it comes

just in case there will not be enough to go around

and i don't get to eat

a prince who loves and serves

=)

Word For The Day #19

Aesthetics

The study of the mind and emotions in relation to the sense of beauty

重蹈覆辙 chong dao fu zhe

To repeat the same mistakes over and over again

Word For The Day #18

Enchantment

The power or quality of attracting

无微不至 wu wei bu zhi

Lavish every care

The promise to take care of me,in CHINESE!

The past 2 days of working day and night

rushing for Asia Conference, CityNews, Vision Weekend etc

i could hardly sleep for more than 2-3 hrs each night

but thank God Vision Weekend is over

and it had been quite a success

manage to find all that we need

=)

then also prepared for the coming week's CityNews

so today can peacefully go JB with the leaders le

first time going overseas with Ivan around

cuz last time either i go he can't or he go i can't

weee~

it's gonna be so exciting

looking forward to meeting them soon

in the midst of my busy-ness in the office

he still did something sweet

by typing to me in CHINESE!

Mr-van™ says: (10:31:22 AM)
林秀珍..... 我 永 远 支 持 你！！！ 加油  !!!
Xiuzhen - Fastidious = very careful with details says: (10:33:53 AM)
=)
Xiuzhen - Fastidious = very careful with details says: (10:35:25 AM)
谢谢你！ 有你支持我就够了！
Mr-van™ says: (10:39:06 AM)
你 在 忙 的 时 侯， 要 记 得 我 会 在 你 旁 边 找 照 顾 你 的。。。 不 用 担 心！
Xiuzhen - Fastidious = very careful with details says: (10:44:09 AM)
有你在， 我不担心。。。因为我知道你一定会好好照顾我的 =)
Mr-van™ says: (10:46:06 AM)
OK! 我 答 应 你... =)

Word For The Day #17

Fastidious

Very careful with details

开源节流 kai yuan jie liu

Develop resources and be economical

Word For The Day #16

Tranquility

Calm, peaceful

按部就班 an bu jiu ban

To do things in a standard order

Under his umbrella

stayed in the office

rushing work at the same time

waiting for him to pick me up

and he arrived at close to 11pm

driving down towards harbor front

we headed towards mount faber

its both our first time there

was raining but always feels safe under his umbrella

walked abit then went to 'Sapphire' for a drink

the place is really nice

and the scenery is really beautiful despite of the rain

sat there till 2 plus

talked about our 5 years plan

things we are going to do for our future

stressful topic?

haha

went up the the top level's balcony

he really looked super DEEP in thoughts

and in fact he really is

stood there for awhile

and headed home

walking down the steps i slipped

so ugly can

=.=

but he said that next time if i am tire

i can tell him and he will hold me so i will not fall

hahaha

sounds like a 'reason' to be holding my hand

=p

enjoyed every moment

even if we are just sitting there

=)

Word For The Day #15

Unfeigned 

Devoid of any hypocrisy or pretense, sincere

三思而行 san si er xing 

Consider the consequences before you act

Definitely an Angel

Hehe

wanna make a guess what is in this BIG, BLUE paper bag?

okie 

give a bit of clue

something very warm and comfortable~

especially with the weather outside Suntec

it something very timely

hmm

where did it came from?

maybe it did not come down directly from heaven

but the person that sent it is definitely an Angel

=)

wahaha

what else can a princess talk about in her beautiful princess diary?

hehe

of course i am talking about my prince

its something my prince brought all the way here for me from his home

just to keep me warm on a rainy day like these

and its his favorite jacket!

it did not just kept me warm through the day

it definitely warmed my heart too

=)

"Till The End"

All these precious moments

With you by my side

Must be a gift from heaven

That's holding me all night

I don't know how I found you

I'm thankful that I have

Now that I have a love so true

To hold, to keep, to share

*

In my heart I can no longer hold inside

All of the love I used to hide

I'll always be with you until the very end

In this world there in no place I'd rather be

You are my life, my soul, my girl

You through it all I know

That you've come to see that you're the one till the end

All my friends around me

Say you'd be gone too soon

Baby I'm gonna make them see

We've found our way back home

(Repeat*)

We'll always be till the end

Word For The Day #14

Ameliorate

To make, to become better

一视同仁 yi shi tong ren

Treats everyone equally without discrimination

A little more today

today he came down to office to drop his offering

and waited for me to knock off

to have dinner together before meeting

=)

was casually mentioning that 

my favorite drink is water

but seldom drink though 

cuz the pantry a bit far

then lazy to keep walking over to take water

so he bought me this bottle!

i will start drinking more water

and be healthy healthy!

after meeting we went to OASIS to eat

and celebrate Jieyi and Kaixin's birthday

sitting beside me 

he would take vegetable for me

the little acts of love~

hehe

=)

Word For The Day #13

Amnesic

Unable to remember

各有千秋 ge you qian qiu

everyone has their own merits

Walk'a'ton

Another day out~

Morning went to the Farmway 2 at Pasir Ris

met at Pasir ris west plaza for 'breakfast cum lunch'

walked in to the Farmway to see puppies

saw one quite cute de

called the 'Japanese something'

haha cannot remember

=p

but quite sad cause didn't get to see any sheep dogs

=(

Took bus 39 to Yishun and changed bus 171

alighted OUTSIDE along MADAI RD

and walked all the way into the Zoo

=)

it has been so long since i came to the Zoo le

and it is still as expensive or even more i guess

now the entry is $18 lei

haha

being very detailed, we planned out route

and managed to go for the splash show 

at the splash amphitheater

at 5p.m.

=)

Found some really kind people to take photos for us at the entrance

not bad hor

this last picture was taken by a photographer

can see right?

the nice angle of the shot

=)

Took bus 138 out to Ang Mo Kio

bought a bit of food at AMK Hub after a long day

then took bus 24 down to Paya Lebar

for our long awaited TURTLE SOUP!

alighted near the Mrt and walked to Guillemard rd

=)

hahaha

this picture is really 'tried very hard' de

smiling in this picture

but yet when i look at the way he eat

i never had a quieter dinner with him

he looks so stress chewing on it

trying very hard to enjoy the taste

hehe

but yet he looks really cute doing that

=p

it was a really long day

and he still got to go KL house to practice singing

*sayang sayang

i really had a wonderful day

and i guess the best part is not torturing him with the turtle soup

but instead its the time we had on the bus and while walking

as we begin to talk and share about our lives

talked about the most important issue to me

which is the bearing children part

and he said that between wife and children

of course he will chose the wife

and as much as having children in the family is important

adoption is an option

hehehe

this conversation really cleared all my doubts

and made me feel very assured lei

=)

Word For The Day #12

Intrigue

Arouse curiosity

耳濡目染 er ru mu ran

influence of surroundings

The 'fear' of a princess

today we went to watch movie together at Marina Square

watched the show 'Nights in Rodanthe'

hmm its a romantic show

but a bit funny that the story line actually shows that the adultery worked out

its still a nice story

illustrating the 2 different kinds of love

i guess one is the kind where you constantly gives

hoping the best out of it

while the other kind is 

the kind of love that makes you feel that you can be better than who you ever was

=)

walked to my usual number 12 bus stop at Victoria St

and took the bus home alone

somehow i teared the moment i got up the bus

all the way till carmen called

a bit lame as to why i even teared

i was scare...

scare what?

yes he has been very nice and REALLY REALLY VERY NICE

so nice that i came to a point i was scare of losing him

almost NO ONE had ever been this nice to me

and i think i wouldnt know what to do

if ever he is to ignore me and stop being nice

ok i know this is getting a bit far

why would anyone be sad over people being nice to them

i know i know

but i guess all princesses would have thought and considered this before ba

just that its a matter of, to what extend do they think about it

and as a high C

most pro i am thinking too much

haha

God is with me and i know EVERYTHING is gonna be alright,

and ALL things will work out good to ME (those who loves the Lord and are called according to His purpose!)

NO FEAR NO FEAR!

Word For The Day #11

Vehemence

Exceptionally great concentration, power, or force, especially in activity. Power of focus!

宾至如归 bin zhi ru gui

A reception so warm that its like home

I found you!

I found you!

haha

was searching through my whole hard disk to find this picture

kinda remembered that it was sent to me LONG ago

it's dated, 11th Dec'2007 in my hard disk

hahaha

cute rite~?

i remember the person sending me this in the midst of my busy working day just to CHEER ME UP!

so sweet rite?

=)

*BUT i think the sender also forgot about it le hor?

A little everyday

working overnight last night and only got home at 8am

so tire, but yet kinda miss him

dropped him a sms to say that i am home and if he happen to be up already

can give me morning call while i take a short nap

3rd time sitting together for svc

after svc we gathered to celebrate for weishan

then he passed me a bottle of honey lemon drink

=)

anyway today's word was good

Pastor preached on visualize and think, dream about our future

speaking into that which was not as though it already was

very inline with what Pastor Zhuang preached yst

i think God is causing a breakthrough in my mindset of my health

cause previously it affects me so much that i dont dare to engage in any relationship because of it

but these 2 days

again and again the Lord is like speaking to me that

it all happens for a purpose

and i WILL be fruitful and multiply de!

taking my GREATEST step of faith

i wrote it down on the paper on the areas we want to breakthrough in

and as i write and worship God with the paper in my hands

tears just kept flowing down my cheeks

when we joined hands to pray

i know there is anointing and breakthrough (power) when we(mass) pray (light) together de

relativity equation: Energy=Mass X Light(2)

putting my faith and trust in the Lord for a great future

a great love relationship

and a great family with my prince

=)

My Loveliest W461

My Loveliest W461

Meet my loveliest W461

for those who have never really got the chance of seeing them

they are members whom i would say i would die for, literally

every single one of them are unique in their own ways

gifted and talented, yet spiritual and loves the Lord

=)

i know many are dying to have them as their members de

*hmph*

dun envy k!

hehe

Top (left to right): Micah, Joseph, Jeffrey, Jolene, Zhengyuan

Middle (left to right): Christopher, Marc, Cheri, Emily

Bottom (left to right): Yong Siang, Andy, Xiuzhen, Yaomin

WATCH THEM SHINE!

Word For The Day #10

Minion

A favored or highly regarded person, usually someone closer

狐假虎威 hu jia hu wei

Bullies the weak by relying on powerful connections or to throw ur weights around with the authority or achievement of someone else

Delivery man

Today was "The Edge" concert

firstly was super late for the concert so kinda sian

but the presence of God is so tangible

the word Pastor Zhuang shared on self esteem

and Jaslynn's testimony about her sickness

how she fought through and God delivered her

using it as a testimony to bless many

caused me to have faith that my healthy will turn around too

that whatever the devil met for evil God can turn it around for our good

after the concert suppose to go Cine HK Cafe with the girls de

was feeling very frustrated

not too sure why

maybe because of the physical tiredness and some mood issues ba

on the way to interchange

received a call to be back at office to work

feeling a bit sad and disappointed

cause #1 cannot hang

#2 didnt get to see my prince charming for the day

=(

dropped him a sms to say that i got to go back to office

and have not had my dinner

so he called and say that he will buy food for me

the promise that i will never be hungry with him around

makes me felt so loved

really, like i have never felt before

jokingly asked if it would be out of the way

but yet he say that its not

when its SUPER out of the way

so touched by every little thing he does

at first was feeling a bit unsure and afraid because of my health etc

but after the concert i know my situation will turn around

at the appointed time de

at the same time i felt very secure and assured by his love

and i know that he is someone i can entrust my life to

someone who most pro love me more than i ever loved myself

the delivery man who not just delivers food and drink

but a truck load of love

*and everyone around me is envious*

haha

=)

Word For The Day #9

Bickering

Quarrel; argue about petty and trivial matters

爱不释手 ai bu shi shou

To fondle lovingly

Word For The Day #8

Coagulate
To change from a fluid into a thickened mass; curdle; congeal

标新立异 gan xin li yi

To create something new and original; to do something in an unconventional or unorthodox way

Nixi's Birthday

went for dinner at Toji Korean Restaurant at Mosque St

with Mar, Carmen, Weifang and Nixi

its quite a nice way of eating

that i never tried before

hmm

no too bad

but not my style of eating ba

and the girls side, bought an Anna Sui perfume for her

went down to Timbre 2 to meet the other leaders

to just rest and chill out

didnt want to go for the cocktails

so shared a Triple Mushroom soup with Ivan

=)

not much nice songs and the band doesn't seem to be in the tiptop condition

the voice a bit off key sometimes

its the quality of the voice ba

had a good time talking Ivan

then decided to go Lau Pat Sat for eat satay and ginger tea

think i better start watching my diet

beginning to feel 'a bit' fat

=/

though today quarreled with Adam and all

sad is sad la

but somehow when i am with my prince

i feel safe and i know that everything is fine

kinda shared about the kind of learner we are

he is a active learner who is always ready to learn and be molded

while i am the kinda stubborn kind

that needs to be positively motivated

but when i am motivated, i am a really fast learner

next monday planning to go east coast with him

together with carmen and justin + mum

think will be there to cycle, rest and PICNIC~

*enjoying my every moment with him

=)

Word For The Day #7

Picturesque

Colourful, beautiful and charming

感人肺腑 gan ren fei fu

Very touching

Shopping for Nixi's gift

he came to office to meet me

dropped his offering and went shopping with me for Nixi's present

somehow i got a bit jealous

haha

lame one la

i think about it also felt lame

cuz he will comment things like

"i think she got something like that"

"she will look good in this"

"this is more of her style"

hehe

lame rite

was telling the girls about it

when we went over to Nixi's place for the night

and i felt so silly telling them this

but Nixi was saying that its a good sign

cause it means that...

i really like him le

that's wy will feel like that

hahaha

=)

Word For The Day #6

Enigma

A saying, question, picture, etc., containing a hidden meaning; riddle

螳劈当车 tang pi dang che 

To over estimate one self. Story behind is like a prayer mantis trying to stop a car

Word For The Day #5

Bistro

A small night club or restaurant

箭一编快 jian yi bian kuai

Very fast

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my prince charming~

=)

today is Ivan's birthday

spent the past few nights doing up the organizer for him

hope he will really like it

and dun feel pressured tat i am making him plan

=x

whole morning felt a bit lost cause dunno what are the plans at all

so when for CG and wait for him to sms me

went to eat with yaomin, jeffrey and emily at Hougang mall

then went to play badminton for awhile

before it started raining so came back to Hougang mall to wait for Ivan

met him at Kovan mrt instead cuz he went home to put down his presents

and we travelled down to Vivo together to meet the rest

suppose to meet them at 5.30p.m. so we arrived at 4.45p.m.

walked around and went to this part of the balcony to talk

somehow it feels very comfortable talking to him

and i enjoy the way we would share about things

and how we would want our future to be etc

standing there from dawn till dust

from sunshine to sunset

even the moon is out

hahaha

went to meet te rest to eat at 'White Dog Cafe'

not bad quite a nice place

service is good

cuz we tested and stretched all their limits but they are still very nice

haha

then half the time they are teasing us 

saying that the food is sour/sweet

when to the roof top after eating

to sit down and fellowship

but end up playing 

when its my turn to act

i was suppose to act out "Happy Birthday to Ivan"

and towards the ending they made wendell act out

"Xiuzhen you are so pretty, from Ivan"

and the final sentence by wenkai was

"Xiuzhen you are so pretty yes i know, for Ivan tells me so"

hahaha

so funny hor

then we left for home and Ivan took train with me till Pasir ris

and walked me home from the station

really enjoyed my day

=)

Word For The Day #4

Cognizant

Highly intelligient person, another word for it is, ingenious

百折不挠  bai zhe bu nao

To be undaunted by repeated setbacks

Word For The Day #3

Binge

Excessive eating of food, usually cause of stress

碲笑街非 di xiao jie fei

An expression to be overjoyed

Word For The Day #2

Memoir

A record of events written by a person having intimate knowledge of them and based on personal observation

The Beginning of my Princess Diary

During our KTV session at Chinatown on the 1st Oct

having him singing the song "Waiting for you"

caused me to feel that its not impossible after all

and it all started on the day i wrote a post "Key to the heart" in my public blog on the 6th Oct as follows:

"Key To The Heart"

hahaha
read the post on Nixi's blog naming me as a 'Hopeless Romantic'
and her honest proclamation
kinda agrees with some part of her post somehow

well
which girl doesn't want to be a princess
to be loved and protected
and who doesn't wish that their love story would well be like any fair-tale
where the girl look gorgeously gorgeous
and the guy charmingly charming
a relationship where there is no hurt
and just simply filled by the love in the air
everything happening spontaneously

the kind of courtship where you would just enjoy dazing into each others eyes
everything you all do
even if its the most simplest thing
sitting there all day can also seems to be the most enjoyable thing
the kind of feeling where you are the most important
and all else doesn't matter at all
the kind of love that carries u through all kinds of storm
knowing that the person will be there for you for better or for worse
even when quarrel or comes into disagreeable
will not throw in the towel and just give up on the relationship
but endures all and believes all

BUT
the trouble with love nowadays seems to be

either
getting into relationship is being too over thought
where people evaluates every little thing
even to the exact kind of thought or emotions they expect from one another
sometimes having unrealistic expectations
causing unnecessary disappointment
hence not getting into any relationship

OR
the watering down of the value of relationship to the point where
just like what nixi said, a race, market
people get into this race of getting into relationship
rushing into things and the courtship no longer sweet
but feels like a contract
u happy with what i can provide, i am able to provide what u need?
then sign contract
=.=

i feel both is just as imbalance la
so if u are in either category mai cha k
its just as bad
i tink the key is about being balance la
those who just got to know
dun just take it as a contract
trust God to provide u the right person
dun need to rush into things de
give it a bit more time to get to know each other
"Love WILL stand through the test of time de"
as for those already know each other very long kind
stop tinking and evaluating too much and step out in faith

remembering the 3 points pastor shared on women's need
i tink all girls are looking for the same thing
its a honest, sincere and preserving heart
that will move even the heart of stone

NOT
how good looking is he/she
how fun-loving is he/she
how charismatic he/she is
what status is he/she holding
how many CGs is he/she leading
how many members under him/her
how much he/she earning
what job is he/she doing
how rich is his/her family

PLEASE, JUST CUT IT OUT
if u are someone looking for just the above
not a sincere heart and character?
someone u truly love and who truly loves u?
then maybe all u want is not love, is lust
u are just going after WHAT he/she is
and not really WHO he/she is"

________________________________________________________

and after the post

on monday my prince charming found me at vivo

it has been awhile since i visited that place

and i found a very good location to park myself there

and had our first meeting alone at this cafe named

'Bonbon tea restuarant'

Today was my first date with my prince charming

hahahaha

hmm

this was my first time REALLY feeling that i can be a princess

i no longer got to be the one leading

and the one giving

but i can now be happily led and i can submit

you might never believe this

but being a love guru like me

this is in fact the first time i ever felt so loved

so important in anyone's eyes

=)

we went to eat at 'Earl Swensens'

had beef and lamb steak

realized we are both bad at the salad bar though

hahaha

had a good time talking and just chit chatting while eating

when Jo sms-ed to ask "how is the dating?;P"

so funny rite

and we even planned what to reply

then Jo was like "..."

walk walk along the bay

looking at the beautiful sight facing Sentosa

we had a good time sharing about how his family is like

and things about his family

got to really know him more

then we went to 'Page One' to look for organizers 

looked through some architecture books

and was discussing what kind homes design we like our house to have

before going for a show "Burn After Reading" 

haha got a bit to complain

firstly the seat is super bad

even before the show starts my neck is like breaking

then was the lame story line of the show

that got simply no meaning to

supose to be a comedy but not funny at all

well BUT at the end of it all

its not about the show

its about who i am watching it with

=)

then he took train with me till Aljunied

to take a bus from there

it was a fruitful day

and i have truly enjoyed every moment of my time with him

=)

Word For The Day #1

Today we started a "Word For The Day"

where everyday i am suppose to come out with new chinese words

while he come out with new english words for me

=)

Ambidextrous

A person who can use both the right hand and left hand equally well

Key To My Heart

Key To The Heart

hahaha

read the post on Nixi's blog naming me as a 'Hopeless Romantic'

and her honest proclamation

kinda agrees with some part of her post somehow

well

which girl doesn't want to be a princess

to be loved and protected

and who doesn't wish that their love story would well be like any fair-tale

where the girl look gorgeously gorgeous

and the guy charmingly charming

a relationship where there is no hurt

and just simply filled by the love in the air

everything happening spontaneously

the kind of courtship where you would just enjoy dazing into each others eyes

everything you all do

even if its the most simplest thing

sitting there all day can also seems to be the most enjoyable thing

the kind of feeling where you are the most important

and all else doesn't matter at all

the kind of love that carries u through all kinds of storm

knowing that the person will be there for you for better or for worse

even when quarrel or comes into disagreeable

will not throw in the towel and just give up on the relationship

but endures all and believes all

BUT

the trouble with love nowadays seems to be 

either

getting into relationship is being too over thought

where people evaluates every little thing

even to the exact kind of thought or emotions they expect from one another

sometimes having unrealistic expectations

causing unnecessary disappointment

hence not getting into any relationship

OR

the watering down of the value of relationship to the point where

just like what nixi said, a race, market

people get into this race of getting into relationship

rushing into things and the courtship no longer sweet

but feels like a contract

u happy with what i can provide, i am able to provide what u need?

then sign contract

=.=

i feel both is just as imbalance la

so if u are in either category mai cha k

its just as bad

i tink the key is about being balance la

those who just got to know 

dun just take it as a contract

trust God to provide u the right person

dun need to rush into things de

give it a bit more time to get to know each other

"Love WILL stand through the test of time de"

as for those already know each other very long kind

stop tinking and evaluating too much and step out in faith

 

remembering the 3 points pastor shared on women's need

i tink all girls are looking for the same thing

its a honest, sincere and preserving heart

that will move even the heart of stone

NOT 

how good looking is he/she

how fun-loving is he/she

how charismatic he/she is

what status is he/she holding

how many CGs is he/she leading

how many members under him/her

how much he/she earning

what job is he/she doing

how rich is his/her family

PLEASE, JUST CUT IT OUT

if u are someone looking for just the above 

not a sincere heart and character?

someone u truly love and who truly loves u?

then maybe all u want is not love, is lust

u are just going after WHAT he/she is

and not really WHO he/she is