To a secret friend

i thought i knew you, but maybe i don't. Thinking back about the past but maybe they didn't exist. i thought we were 'lovers', but maybe it has been me. i felt it was mutual but maybe i was wrong. i just saw ur facebook description and it felt like i never knew you. If God only helps those who help themselves, then why didn't you did something that time? If success is all you have in your mind then why have you changed so much? If it was me that caused the change, i wish it all never happened. Everything happens for a purpose can become an excuse for the failures. We are the ones who makes the decision in life so stop blaming God. Paths are laid before us and we chose it. my choice of the wrong path may have affected you but yet it doesn't mean you got to choose the same. Some things we will never know because we never chose that path. But if ever i have a chance to relive my life, that would be the path i did like to try. Sorry if it has caused such a drastic change in you, but it has never left my mind. the 2 years that we shared in the common rooftop and that hall.