Who am I?

I am imperfect, in fact very!
I am not a person who will want to be the best or the top, I just simply tries my best in the things I do..
And I like to be different, I guess it's a designer thing..
Hahaha not sporty, I can TRY, by walking 9km in a 10km run. Not the first in the race but I know I have done my best! :)
It's good enough for me! ;)
I am not the kind who likes the limelight,
in fact I don't mind all the backstage!
That's why I serve in tv, photography and cch last time..
Got be on choir before, but never in drama!
I am not good at talking..
Super C, detailed and always analysize..
So i may sound demanding at times especially when I need things done..
Yupz! My strength are also my weaknesses..
Better with doing backstage stuffs and preparations alone.. Hahahaha!
Alone because I am quite short tempered when deadline draws near.. So I rather be alone and not be upset with anyone or make anyone upset.. =p
Don't ask me to lead if you are not willing to be led because I don't like the "I am trying to be the leader" kinda feel..
I don't mind being a follower and a helper and just listen to instructions and just serve my best.. As long as there are no unreasonable demands, I know I will do my best..
I do tend to give my 2 cents worth of ideas because of my problem with loving to analysis things..
But if you all feel that your ways are better, just go ahead, I will follow..
I am not trying to "lead".. Just share my feelings and thoughts only..
Sometimes I wish I can swallow my 2 cents worth of thoughts.. Seriously..

I am just me..
Simple..
Super imperfect..
Contended to have God!
To be in His purpose even though sometimes I dunno where the path leads to..
Really imperfect, not trying to be perfect.. Just doing my best..
Willing to love with no returns..
A strong heart to go through storms..
Think, analysis, plan.. Too much sometimes..

I thank God for my family, my husband to be, my family in laws to be,
my leader, my friends and my members(the past, the present and the future)..
They dont have to love me..
But I'll love them just the way they are..
Because God have loved a wrecked soul like me..

You are why I sing,
You are why I live...
You are why I love,
You are why I give...
Because everything of me belongs to You! ;)

Lord, thank God You found me,
thank God i found You,
And thank God I have You..
You're more than enough for me! ;)