A wake up call

A WAKE UP CALL?

it has been 7 years!

7 years since i met up with any of my Secondary school friends

somehow it felt like there was a cut off from the outside world, from my own world for the past 7 years...

i guess i have been trying so hard to be a light, that i forgot to shine...

trying to love so much that i forgot how to love...

Where were the times where i would spend time loving and truly being a friend to someone who really cares for me.

let me rephrase...

not that i have not love those of you who are with me now

i do and i really do love all of you

but where are those who were with me?

we always say that relationship precedes ministry

but yet, how many relationships have we kept and is still keeping them?

what good is it to be just doing the right things and keeping our task, but failed to be there for our families and friends when they needed us most.

loving is NOT and should NOT be a job or duty

it should be PART of who we are

awhile ago my secondary school class had a gathering

i was not told and i was not informed

in fact i do not have contact with ANY of them for the past 7 years

and one thing glad is that, IT'S NOT TOO LATE!

they actually asked about me and i have also made arrangement to meet up with some of them this month

while i am still trying to get contacted to the rest who are lost

this really reminded me, to love those whom i really love and do really care, deep down inside me