but i guess i am just so sad i probably thinks that my heart cannot take anything worse ba
this is my first time crying after being with ivan for 1 month plus
cried all night, i just sat there feeling so lost
i couldn't sleep, i just couldn't stop crying
i dont want to write about what happened because i dont know what to write and i dont want to remember what happened
i have done all that i could and with these responses
it made me felt even more lost than ever
the silly idea of wishing that i can lose some of my memories came along my mind again
=s
a princess who wishes that she gets a knock in her head
sometimes just felt like maybe being in a coma is the best way to go through all these
haix since when has such negativity came into me
if this was only a dream
i wish i will never have to 'wake up'
and if i really have to 'wake up'
i pray that, i will die
because i dont wan to live another day 'awake'
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