On a coastal or shore region
守株待兔 shou zhu dai tu
Wait for gains without pains
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
The pillar of strength
The Pillar of Strength
that defeats any form of oppositions
that pillar is the faith of someone who believes in you
i am where i am right now is not even because how much i believe in myself
but its because someone believed in me even in times where i feel that i am spaced out
someone who is committed to your vision and calling, more than yourself
firstly, are my mentors, Jo and Wenling
who constantly molding me in the different areas, for the same purpose
entrusting responsibilities into my hands
despite of the times i might have failed them
they never give up on me but instead kept believing in me
secondly, my van
who always encourages me in every step of my way
always come out with new ideas to keep me going
good times or bad times; happy or sad; stressed or spaced out; morning or middle of the night; breakfast, lunch or dinner
i know i can always count on him to be there whenever i need him
thirdly, all my friends
who are there to stick through all the thick and thin
listen to all the complains and whining
keeping the fellowship strong so that our soul can prospers and every other areas
* you all know who you are de hor, i don't want to name names cause i don't want to miss out writing any names and make anyone feel less important to me
Our Christmas
Finally after the super busy week of harvesting and thanksgiving
Bought tickets to take the Skyride and Luge together
we got a day just for the TWO OF US
not even bringing our son along
hahaha
=p
i encourage even for married couples with children to just make time ALONE with your spouses
i think this kinda times are important
important to let us fall in love all over again
went to the beach to tan and swim, i mean float, a bit
took some pictures but i don't like so i won't put them here
hahahaha
Bought tickets to take the Skyride and Luge togetherthe moment we got on the Skyride it started raining
and the rain stopped the moment we landed
it was a wet and cold ride
but it feels purposeful, in helping me have a evenly wet pants so that the wet mark is covered
After washing up, dressed up
the Prince and the Princess are ready to go for a good dinner
had Subway, prince's favorite dish in the palace
went back to Siloso Beach opposite island
talked, kissed, practice dance, carrying and piggybacking me
wahaha
and he bought me the dress i love from ZARA!
Princess's joy that fills the palace because of the love from the prince
=)
Word For The Day #83
Slugabed
One who stays in bed until a late hour
One who stays in bed until a late hour
似是而非 si shi er fei
Seemingly correct but actually wrong
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Word For The Day #77
Homologous
Corresponding in characteristics
Corresponding in characteristics
推陈出新 tui chen chu xin
The new emerging out of the old
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
I almost thought i lost it all
thank God it was found!
sometimes we learn to cherish more of what we lost
and this time i really know that i cannot afford to lose it
=)
Monday, December 22, 2008
The power of a human mind
The Power of a Human Mind
to get and achieve what, in natural strength you could not
and to lost what, u never believe u received
if reality today is everything you think about yesterday
would u still be thinking what u are thinking right now?
I did all i could...
to cry myself to sleep, despite of all that is going through my mind
to get out of bed, despite the unwillingness to see daylight
to get out of my house to go to work, despite the reluctance to meet anyone
to pick myself up by wearing brighter clothes, despite of the dim spirit in me
to look cheerful like though nothing happened, despite of how lost i felt
but yet i dun wish to see another daylight without you
a princess left in the middle of the sea, not knowing how to swim
I hope this is the saddest day of my life
wat a stupid wish right
but i guess i am just so sad i probably thinks that my heart cannot take anything worse ba
this is my first time crying after being with ivan for 1 month plus
cried all night, i just sat there feeling so lost
i couldn't sleep, i just couldn't stop crying
i dont want to write about what happened because i dont know what to write and i dont want to remember what happened
i have done all that i could and with these responses
it made me felt even more lost than ever
the silly idea of wishing that i can lose some of my memories came along my mind again
=s
a princess who wishes that she gets a knock in her head
sometimes just felt like maybe being in a coma is the best way to go through all these
haix since when has such negativity came into me
if this was only a dream
i wish i will never have to 'wake up'
and if i really have to 'wake up'
i pray that, i will die
because i dont wan to live another day 'awake'
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Built up disappointment
today was the soccer match between Singapore and Vietnam
and of course Singapore lost
but its not about that
i guess the day was not fantastic from the start ba
woke up late for svc
got home, hit my head so hard that i felt like i in coma
when to sleep and woke up with a very bad headache
had my block gathering but no one turned up
didnt want to go for the match and stay home to rest
but went still
and brought along 汤圆 to share with van
got there to realized that ivan they all still in orchard
walked a super wulu path with one more and more malay boys around me
reached the entrance and both my phone failed me
feeling so lost i was about to give up finding
finally found me and van lost his phone before the match
in anger and disappointment he just dropped my 汤圆 on the floor not knowing what is it
the container broke so throw it away
=(
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Word For The Day #71
Curio
Something unusual that is collected
Something unusual that is collected
温故知新 wen gu zhi xin
Gain new insights by reviewing the past
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
The Value of One
The Value of One
Everything in its season
the UPs and DOWNs in life
but yet without the UPs, we can never have the strength to go through the DOWNs
and without the DOWNs, we will never appreciate the UPs
but with every UPs and every DOWNs
sometimes we gain and loses things that are important to us
to gain what we can never lose, things that have got eternal values
and to lose what we can never keep
but through it all
whether is it a UP or a DOWN
i guess what really matters most is the ONE who will stood by you
what the world need is not another preacher or evangelist
what they are looking for a truly a FRIEND
someone who REALLY cares
this christmas i am not going to be preaching another message to someone
but all i am gonna do is to show that i CARE
who cares how much i know till they know how much i care?
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Word For The Day #69
Bulwark
A protective structure
A protective structure
相安无事 xin an wu shi
Living or working in harmony with each other
Monday, December 15, 2008
Word For The Day #68
Valediction
A farewell speech
A farewell speech
信口开河 xin kou kai he
Say whatever comes to one's mind
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Friday, December 12, 2008
面包王子&牛油公主
hehe
came out with the illustration of Bread and Butter today
the in-separate-able Bread prince and Butter Princess
hahaha
just like how bread loves the butter
and how the butter can't lives without the bread
ops is it a bit mushy?
oh well
i dun care what others think
i am just gonna be proud to be the butter and to have my bread with me
=)
tsk tsk
so funny when i asked him what he want for Christmas and he said that he wants me
and i actually tot of giving in installment, finger by finger
when he say that then if one finger each Christmas, then....
then i said that i will give him my hand then
=/
i guess he tricked me into this AGAIN
but like what i always say
the bread always tricks the butter, but the butter is simply falling for him
what to do?
hahaha
thats what makes us in-separate-able i guess
=)
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Time of the year
Time of the Year
this is almost the busiest time of the year
where there is a sudden rush of bring everything to completion
and as the saying goes, how we end the year determines how we enter a new year
of course it works the same as how we start the end will determine how we end the year
but well, no one will think back on how they start so that they can end it just the same
instead everyone is determined to make this the best year yet
i guess its a time where everyone will naturally think back and evaluate their life and how the year had been for them
a time of showing our love to one another through warm greetings of the season, gifts of appreciation for all that they have done
showing love to ourselves to encourage ourselves for the hard work through the months and to go on further in the year to come
this year was another eventful year for me
times of uncertainty, confusion, discouragement and disappointment
but yet each time as the hand of God moves, He does EVEN GREATER things
if there is one lesson i learnt this year, is to trust His heart when you dont see His hands
the miraculous work He did in every area of my life just makes me feel like
"where would i be without Him?"
looking back
i have been walking with Him for more than 9 years now
and i have seen how i journeyed through these times with Him
every step of my way, to be where i am right now
to be who i am now
=)
i am exactly 3 weeks away from the new year
and i am believing for GREATER things to come
not only during next year
but right now, this dec
the GREATER things have already started
and it will only become EVEN GREATER and EVEN BETTER!
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
Seeing him
last week was having on-off fever in the midst of all my plannings
and arranging for the camp
finding for tents and preparing of food
but yet i got to see him EVERYDAY
=)
was feeling a bit sad that i might not be able to see him much on saturday
and not able to see him at all on sunday cause he is also having his CG outing to sentosa
then it would be our 2nd day not meeting since we got together
BUT, he never fails to surprise me
on SATURDAY
morning he came to help me with the pitching of the tents
and wait with me for my members to arrive
at night, he appeared with our son close to mid night bringing down box of ice cream for me and my members
on SUNDAY
he brought joshua and benedict with him cuz they were suppose to be out fellowshiping
to bring supper down for me and all my members
on MONDAY
he even came to help me with the un-pitching of the tents and packing up
sent me home to put down all my things
wait for me to wash up before going to his house for lunch
and in the evening for dinner with my mum and uncle
so i got to see him EVERYDAY
hehe
basically there were only 1 day out of our 36 days together, that we didnt manage to meet
=)
seeing him EVERYDAY
simply makes me want to love him more...
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Friday, December 5, 2008
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Word For The Day #57
Magnanimous
Giving and kind
以卵击石 yi luan ji shi
Grossly overestimate one's own strength
Giving and kind
以卵击石 yi luan ji shi
Grossly overestimate one's own strength
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Word For The Day #55
Pout
To thrust out the lips, esp. in displeasure or sullenness
易如反掌 yi ru fan zhang
As easy as ABC
Monday, December 1, 2008
Exploring possibilities
Went to watch "Four Christmasses" with van and wenkai today
quite a nice show about this couple who tries to stay away from their families on christmas
and the catch line is how to spell families without 'lies'
well true in the spelling sense
but not true in the factual sense
i still believe that every relationship should be built on the basis of trust, honesty and openness
one thing i love about spending time with van is when he will tell me all the weird things he would do when he is young
not that i wan him to do more of it
=s
but i enjoy his openness to share
the boldness, courage and security that he is able to share with me even the worse things he did, not afraid that my impression of him will change
yes, we all have something embarrassing we did in the past
but it just makes me love him more and love him for who he really is
nothing to hide
someone so true i know i can entrust my life to
in the show the other catch line would be, don't be afraid to talk about anything, its not that we are getting married immediately and have children, but we can always talk discuss about things and explore the possibilities
hahaha
i hope i have not limited him from saying somethings and set invisible boundaries
we both know where this relationship is heading and we are working towards it
its just that i want him to propose le then fun ma
if not he haven't propose already know that i will most pro agree then not interesting le
but still i wish to have a MEMORABLE proposal that i can proudly tell the world about all the days of my life
to my children and my children's children
hehe
=)
A princess who doesn't want to remain just a princess
Word For The Day #54
Ambrosial
Highly pleasing, especially to the sense of taste
饮水思源 yin shui si yuan
Never forget your own roots, where you came from
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